Bad Days

Jan. 20th, 2012 07:56 pm
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I want to talk about Bad Days.

Bad Days are usually comprised of two factors. Maybe one feeds the other. I don't know. I spend the day wracked with pain. My joints and muscles are stiff. It's hard to move. It's not a matter of getting up, moving, and working the stiffness out. Thursday I was walking down a short flight of stairs with Sue and could barely handle it.

The second part of a bad day is dwelling on Sue and all the challenges she's having. And I wonder why my child? What did I do? Why can't I fix it? Will Sue be okay? Will she be able to live on her own? Am I overreacting? Being practical?

I've been having a lot of Bad Days lately. I feel hopeless against the future. The divorce is coming up. We're doing it without lawyers since we have a civil enough relationship and there's nothing to fight over, but it's still a divorce and there's a lot of emotion connected to it.

"What doesn't kill you makes you stronger -- or puts you on a talk show." ~Carrie Fisher
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